Today still a free day for me.
Therefore i started to browse some banking website to look for the best personal package. Notice their offer are quite standard. Just that try to find one which is more convenient and flexible one.
I was thinking to borrow RM25,000 of the loan. If just a RM25K which will make my business successful as i was planning, then this will be the first 'loan' to make me rich.
I suddenly have very strong feeling that i will win this challenge. I want to achieve my goal and life. I do not want to waste anymore time to something i am not interested too.
After I do this business i know that i will be more busy than current life.
After I do this business i will have more control about my time
After I do this business i will have chance to take care of my bb and future bb.
After I do this business i will have more extra income approx RM13,000 month gross profit.
All of the reason state above will be my motivation to go towards my goal.
Thursday, December 27, 2007
Wednesday, December 26, 2007
Family Pressure
After borned of Jing Jia, I feel I am very very closed to my family, espcially my mama. Our relationship is really good. But in the other hand, a 'hidden conflict' has been raised up by my sister-in-laws. In order to resolve the conflict, Big bro and I have been squeenzed and under certain pressure of make our family to reunion....
Recently my newphew had operation, so my sis in law wanted mom to take care of the wound. But her condition is NOT to bring Jia along. I had been trying hard to arrange, but i really can't on leave. This had been making big bro almost gone into crazy. Mom do not want to have Jia to pass to other people take care. aiii... so to make big confront, we insist to bring jia over too. At the same time we got papa to go there too....
Bad things really happened. She cried and said something which is she felt very sad. I understand her feeling, but I do not add more words bcos this will not help anything, but only added more 'anger'. She wanted me to bring mom back, but i didnt' do it,bcos i know she needs her, she just very worry that Jia will hurt her son.
After few hours, her mood seem ok already, i don't know why that was happened. She talked to me softly and nicely. When i went home, i somemore said 'Merry Christmas' to her, she smiled.
From this case, i learnt something. When someone angry with us, we listen. Maybe she just need people to listen. After listen already, she accept and open heart back to us. :D
Mom is right, we need her to accept Jia ... let her understand that mom also love other grandchildrent.
We really hope that our family conflict can be resolved faster, so that we really have a happy family back . :P
Recently my newphew had operation, so my sis in law wanted mom to take care of the wound. But her condition is NOT to bring Jia along. I had been trying hard to arrange, but i really can't on leave. This had been making big bro almost gone into crazy. Mom do not want to have Jia to pass to other people take care. aiii... so to make big confront, we insist to bring jia over too. At the same time we got papa to go there too....
Bad things really happened. She cried and said something which is she felt very sad. I understand her feeling, but I do not add more words bcos this will not help anything, but only added more 'anger'. She wanted me to bring mom back, but i didnt' do it,bcos i know she needs her, she just very worry that Jia will hurt her son.
After few hours, her mood seem ok already, i don't know why that was happened. She talked to me softly and nicely. When i went home, i somemore said 'Merry Christmas' to her, she smiled.
From this case, i learnt something. When someone angry with us, we listen. Maybe she just need people to listen. After listen already, she accept and open heart back to us. :D
Mom is right, we need her to accept Jia ... let her understand that mom also love other grandchildrent.
We really hope that our family conflict can be resolved faster, so that we really have a happy family back . :P
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
Cameron Trip @ 2007
This was my first family trip , sis family and my family + mama + Xin Ping and Tong Tong. 10 pax went up hill to Cameron Highlands.
The feeling of it is very happy , because first time of bringing mama to such a far place to visit. Plus with sister family too..i think mama also feel happy of it.
Mama like to prepare food for us to eat when gone up hill, she said eat outside very waste money...she prepared until midnite 3am. I was not very happy...because i want her has a pleasant time not tired time. She woke up at 5am to cook porridge...aiii...this grandma is too good.
At 8am we started the journey quietly because to make sure that JingJia will not make noisy at long journey. He woke up when we reached to Simpang Pulai..:( which we ready to go up hill...aiiyo...i so scared that he will make me pening. :D
very fast that we reached up there....a lot of cars that were jamming in the EQ and kea farm. People stopped by to buy veggie and fruits.
Cameron is nice pleasant place for family to stay...:P ...very nice weather...fresh air. We started to walk around at 4pm...but Jing Jia slept at 4:30pm we hold him for one hour time....very very tired..
Around 7pm we had a nice steamboat at Wu Yue Hua...kids werebz to walk around ... so Jeff and I rotated to take care of him.
After that we went back for rest and came out again to Pasar Malam. But unfortunately the pasar malam already closed. Mom managed bought 14 pack of veggie...she was happy to buy cheap and fresh veggie.
At nite time was quite nite mare where Pong Pong and Ya Ya continuasly to cry non stop until mid 3am. And Jia also cried after that....aiii..he was looking for yao-yao. where to find wor...
By next day, i cleaned all the stuff and check out at 11am. very hot weather when running down hill.. Mama was so sicked abt the pressure. Finally we stopped at Ipoh Jusco...had her some rice and brought her for shopping, she felt more comfortable.
Jeff was very nice to bring us to have '芽菜鸡’。。i told him that i was so missed it but i knew that he must be very tired. But still insist to bring here there. Thanks honey.
By 10pm we already reached back to penang. This was my first family trip with mama only. There will be next trip at Genting Highland very soon. I am not sure whether next time can get brothers to go or not... I hope i can do it.
The feeling of it is very happy , because first time of bringing mama to such a far place to visit. Plus with sister family too..i think mama also feel happy of it.
Mama like to prepare food for us to eat when gone up hill, she said eat outside very waste money...she prepared until midnite 3am. I was not very happy...because i want her has a pleasant time not tired time. She woke up at 5am to cook porridge...aiii...this grandma is too good.
At 8am we started the journey quietly because to make sure that JingJia will not make noisy at long journey. He woke up when we reached to Simpang Pulai..:( which we ready to go up hill...aiiyo...i so scared that he will make me pening. :D
very fast that we reached up there....a lot of cars that were jamming in the EQ and kea farm. People stopped by to buy veggie and fruits.
Cameron is nice pleasant place for family to stay...:P ...very nice weather...fresh air. We started to walk around at 4pm...but Jing Jia slept at 4:30pm we hold him for one hour time....very very tired..
Around 7pm we had a nice steamboat at Wu Yue Hua...kids werebz to walk around ... so Jeff and I rotated to take care of him.
After that we went back for rest and came out again to Pasar Malam. But unfortunately the pasar malam already closed. Mom managed bought 14 pack of veggie...she was happy to buy cheap and fresh veggie.
At nite time was quite nite mare where Pong Pong and Ya Ya continuasly to cry non stop until mid 3am. And Jia also cried after that....aiii..he was looking for yao-yao. where to find wor...
By next day, i cleaned all the stuff and check out at 11am. very hot weather when running down hill.. Mama was so sicked abt the pressure. Finally we stopped at Ipoh Jusco...had her some rice and brought her for shopping, she felt more comfortable.
Jeff was very nice to bring us to have '芽菜鸡’。。i told him that i was so missed it but i knew that he must be very tired. But still insist to bring here there. Thanks honey.
By 10pm we already reached back to penang. This was my first family trip with mama only. There will be next trip at Genting Highland very soon. I am not sure whether next time can get brothers to go or not... I hope i can do it.
Sunday, December 16, 2007
Honey, please be patient
Recently was found out that, hubby seems to be very hot temper these days. Especially dealing with kids. Yaya and Pong Pong were staying at my house with mom too. So somehow he was very frustrated when yaya trying to tease Jing Jia by pulling toys etc. Which he will react very angry and shouted to kids. I feel very uneasy to see such things. They are just kids..fighting is surely thing, why must put anger to them?
He also very hot temper when I shopping and left kids with him. :(. I am not shopped for myself , but bought somethings for jingjia which need time ...need time to choose , need time to pay...but he shown his angry face to me! i am not left all kids to him for 8 hours..but just 30min... he also can't stand already.
I hope he can control this a bit. Don't simple angry because of kids. They are noisy, it's by natured. Honey, you ought to be learn be patient.
He also very hot temper when I shopping and left kids with him. :(. I am not shopped for myself , but bought somethings for jingjia which need time ...need time to choose , need time to pay...but he shown his angry face to me! i am not left all kids to him for 8 hours..but just 30min... he also can't stand already.
I hope he can control this a bit. Don't simple angry because of kids. They are noisy, it's by natured. Honey, you ought to be learn be patient.
Monday, December 10, 2007
Organising House Warming
Weather : Raining
Jeff and I have been moving in to new house at feb-2005. We started with "Nothing"...but only make a very minimal renovation, putting up all the MUST things. Those MUST things already used about RM15K, but still saw nothing. :( . Mom was very kind that bought me a lot electrical appliance, eg. fridge, microwave, slow cooket etc...she also bought a new wooden dining table.
After 2 years, we gone for another round of renovation whereby to make an home sweet home. We added alluminium grill, big cabinet and nice kitchen, nice stone bean balcony. It's all my dream stuff!!! i have bought string curtain and rolling curtain. Which is costly but it's served the beauty of it. :D
And now, I have arrange for an party to celebrate "house warming" ...it's a bit late...but feel excited. Party is also including Jing jia's bday party...kekek all in one..i just invite patimas's fellows. Feel that they are my old friends..just somewhere near to my heart.
Not too sure how many of them are coming, but i believe will be excited nite at 20-Dec-2007
Jeff and I have been moving in to new house at feb-2005. We started with "Nothing"...but only make a very minimal renovation, putting up all the MUST things. Those MUST things already used about RM15K, but still saw nothing. :( . Mom was very kind that bought me a lot electrical appliance, eg. fridge, microwave, slow cooket etc...she also bought a new wooden dining table.
After 2 years, we gone for another round of renovation whereby to make an home sweet home. We added alluminium grill, big cabinet and nice kitchen, nice stone bean balcony. It's all my dream stuff!!! i have bought string curtain and rolling curtain. Which is costly but it's served the beauty of it. :D
And now, I have arrange for an party to celebrate "house warming" ...it's a bit late...but feel excited. Party is also including Jing jia's bday party...kekek all in one..i just invite patimas's fellows. Feel that they are my old friends..just somewhere near to my heart.
Not too sure how many of them are coming, but i believe will be excited nite at 20-Dec-2007
Thursday, December 6, 2007
Papa on duty today
Weather : fair
Yesterday and today are amazing day for me. Reason being that I have my mom to stay with my big bro (specially request by big bro also). Then have Jing Jia to stay with us. Honestly this is first time he is alone with us.
Yesterday i took leave to take care of him for the whole day, manage his food, his bathe, his clothes etc....really busy... but yet still very happy. Somomore can cook dinner for Tong Tong , my niece and Jeff.
As for today is most interesting day...which is I got to work and Jeff takes leave to take care of him! this is really first time that i have my son to stay with papa for so many hours. Honestly speaking i am too anxious today..because i feel Jeff is not going make it..!!! but in constrast, he made it!! Amazing !!! He washed pet-pet when he shits, he gave him have noon nap, he plays with him and handled his emotionally naughty. All this things i really can't imagine that handled all well by my hubby. Honey, you are just so great!
But i still play a role as "Tracker" to track hourly that what bb is doing, is papa making good milk etc...it's 5pm now I can go back on shift! it's my duty now. I would like to say millon thank you to my beloved husband. You are the greatest ever!
Jing Jia, when u grow big please remember today 06-Dec-2007. Papa on duty day!
Yesterday and today are amazing day for me. Reason being that I have my mom to stay with my big bro (specially request by big bro also). Then have Jing Jia to stay with us. Honestly this is first time he is alone with us.
Yesterday i took leave to take care of him for the whole day, manage his food, his bathe, his clothes etc....really busy... but yet still very happy. Somomore can cook dinner for Tong Tong , my niece and Jeff.
As for today is most interesting day...which is I got to work and Jeff takes leave to take care of him! this is really first time that i have my son to stay with papa for so many hours. Honestly speaking i am too anxious today..because i feel Jeff is not going make it..!!! but in constrast, he made it!! Amazing !!! He washed pet-pet when he shits, he gave him have noon nap, he plays with him and handled his emotionally naughty. All this things i really can't imagine that handled all well by my hubby. Honey, you are just so great!
But i still play a role as "Tracker" to track hourly that what bb is doing, is papa making good milk etc...it's 5pm now I can go back on shift! it's my duty now. I would like to say millon thank you to my beloved husband. You are the greatest ever!
Jing Jia, when u grow big please remember today 06-Dec-2007. Papa on duty day!
Monday, December 3, 2007
Goal 2008
Well, talking about personal goal i have been many years didn't do such thing except for forcing by my boss :D
I will set a long term, medium term and short team goal
Long Term
I will set a long term, medium term and short team goal
Long Term
- Setup my own business. I am confident to setup a new business of selling currypuff and fried stuff in stall. But somehow 2007 I don't dare to step out, due to unsupported by family. They will prefer me to stay in the office enjoy the fix salary. But i do not want that, i want something MORE TIME MORE MONEY.
- To be FULL TIME mother
Medium Term
- Learn Japanese and attend international exam. Started at 01-Jan-2008
- Learn playing piano. It was my dream when I was small. Start at 01-Jan-2008
- Beijing trip for Olympic Games. 8-Aug...Never Miss it.
Short Term
- Have family trip to go Hong Kong - During CNY
- Have in law family local trip - Mid Year
- Slimming goal : 55KG!!!! Now is 60KG before Auguest
- Saving RM1500 per month. Started 01-Jan-2008
Look Back 2007
Weather : Cool (North Wind has been started)
There is another month that to finish up 2007...time really flies...didn't really catch it in time.
Look back on what i have done for year 2007, i didn't really have strong memory, most of 60% of my memory is to store my son, jing jia. Of course my family and hubby too. The rest like career, friends, etc seem have been left out.
This is space that i create for myself to take down thing is happened in 2008 onwards so that when come to year end 2008, i can look back what I have done for the whole.
I won't try to look back to 2007 already, seem meaningless already. I will set some personal goal to myself. So that I will achieve things that i want.
By the way, i am going to be 32 year old...my gosh!!! :D
My son is going be 2 years old when come to Christmas. It was wow....so fast 2 year old...he is starting to keep talking , greeting me and Jeff "Mama, Papa"....very cute. He is our pearl in our heart. But his is very hot temper, will jumping up and down when things that he could not get it. :D ... when is next kid? Next year lo.... my mom started to 'remind' me already ..hehe..
04-Dec-2007
11:08AM
@Dell
There is another month that to finish up 2007...time really flies...didn't really catch it in time.
Look back on what i have done for year 2007, i didn't really have strong memory, most of 60% of my memory is to store my son, jing jia. Of course my family and hubby too. The rest like career, friends, etc seem have been left out.
This is space that i create for myself to take down thing is happened in 2008 onwards so that when come to year end 2008, i can look back what I have done for the whole.
I won't try to look back to 2007 already, seem meaningless already. I will set some personal goal to myself. So that I will achieve things that i want.
By the way, i am going to be 32 year old...my gosh!!! :D
My son is going be 2 years old when come to Christmas. It was wow....so fast 2 year old...he is starting to keep talking , greeting me and Jeff "Mama, Papa"....very cute. He is our pearl in our heart. But his is very hot temper, will jumping up and down when things that he could not get it. :D ... when is next kid? Next year lo.... my mom started to 'remind' me already ..hehe..
04-Dec-2007
11:08AM
@Dell
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